I planned to draw a pic to say that...but seems I have no time to make it now.

I'm now busy on TOEIC exam preparing and driver license exam, and I got the notify paper of my military service yesterday, before I go I have a lot of thing need to prepare.

And my mom's health is still not very well, even my little sis' body have some problem now, that's all because of her less exercise and bad posture, so I have to take her to do some rehabilitation everyday.

orz

And coz I'm leaving, I want to help my family as I could, I'm quite busy here, it's been about a week since i last draw. I'm now put my whole heart and soul on my family and preparing for the tests. So I'm afraid that we have to say good bye.



Well, say to say, I'll still goto this place and see how's everyone doing if i have time. It's just that I might not have time to updat my gallery.

But who knows? Maybe I can still find some time to update my journal, tell everyone what happened now and the life in the military~hehheh. And maybe even a pic, who knows?

Anyway, thank you all for your supporting, see ya!

Well, that's it, I'll leave this place and get into the military on 8/3. And then all the updating will be stopped. I think I can still check the site some time, and maybe find time to draw, but may not have time to update this place.
I'll become a reserved Corporal and goto supply department(I don't know how to say, sorry- -"), though what I supplied for is military police...the score wasn't enough.

To say the truth, it's too early to me, don't have much time to prepare. And now my parents want me to take TOEIC exam and driver license, and I now spend more time on exercising, and the final term is nearing...really busy now, seems the busy days never end! lol

Well, I admit that I do feel a little worry, such as if my body can adapt the tranning there quick? If i can still find time draw and write? Can I find a job when I leave it smooth or I'll be out of work? Coz I didn't learn very well in the past four years...And also, my parents' health become not very well, I don't want them wstill have to worry about me...things like that, and still have many.

But yeah, there's no use sitting here and worry, I know. It's just a little complan.

Anyway, if there's no accident, such as I postpone graduation(lol), I'll get into it on 8/3. Though it's not mean forever, I still want to thank you all for watching me, watching my gallery and my journal and my arts, and gave me your nice comments. I read them all, though I have no time to reply every, sorry about that

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...I found that I write the journal like "I'm leaving NOW, thank you everyone and good bye"...I'm not leaving yet! lol

Finally have time to update this place- -
This week, I finally finished a team paper work, I don't even have time

to sleep for two days! And that's because of a bastard who just

dispeared when the deadline was comming, and the part he responsible

for also. He only gave us a semi-finished thing in the evening before

the report day, and I already finished everything.

And guess what? The part he should do is the easiest, but without that

a lot of work can't be done. So I did everything and the work delayed

and get everything together, I'm the team leader, so I can't complain

but have to handle it, that's why I can't sleep.

And before that guy dispeared, he just keep playing and complaining

about how busy he is and how that part is too hard and too many trouble

to make it. I only use half of day to finished it, I really can't feel

it.

And it's not over yet. When the report day was came, that guy didn't

come, that's why I finally decide to say everything to the professor. I

really hate to do this.- -

And there's still more happeded in the period, but well...that's not taking this topic anymore. However, I feel like don't want to be the group leader again, it's really exhausted. orz
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Btw, I failed to admit to the graduate school, that means I'll get into

the military this year. Though I did so-so and not very bad, too many

people like me did like that, and it's only some score less to

success...

But still no use, I still can't get in. But it's okay, though there

will be about half and a year can't draw anything, but that doesn't

mean forever, so it's okay. I'll decide what to do next before i get out.

Now the biggist paper work this semester is over, and i did well on the mid-term. Though there's still final term and some little paper works...I can finally take a little rest and drawing again.

話說我自從多年前上傳的那篇測試文之後就沒再上載過任何文章了呢...
其實我好想打文
真的超想打文章寫故事的，真的好想阿
不過隨著把大多時間花在畫圖上……不知何時開始我沒有那個心力去想設定跟打字了……明明筆記本上到處都是隨想的故事設定跟點子阿……

以前可以毫不在乎世界觀是不是有瑕疵或是bug的打……現在也不敢了，每次想了個故事就會努力把設定弄得符合現實……可是我不是那種有許多專業知識的人阿！我只是個平庸的無能大學生，沒有專業知識根本掰不出真正的設定……常常被人點出問題所在，到最後變的每次光是在設定階段就進入死胡同了－　－

果然要寫出真正好的文是要建構在大量的閱讀和吸收上的吧，沒有專業知識的我只能吃土
那就去讀點書吧！＜－－－理所當然應該要這樣做可是現實的許多事情卻把我快壓死了而且，

最大的問題還是懶吧，懶的做功課沒耐心找資料，這樣的傢伙怎能寫出讓人動人的好故事呢？
明明時常妄想著許多情節卻沒能耐把它化為文字表達出來，以前的我只是欺騙自己說那是因為同時還要畫圖，要磨練畫圖的技巧和應付現實的關係

但是但是，

到頭來根本是自己的耐力不足吧！寫到一半便失去興趣跑去寫別的東西，不然就是跑去畫圖或是玩樂，這樣下去不管多久我都會不斷重蹈覆轍吧

我能夠寫出一個故事嗎＜－－－我已經從擔心這個變成－－我能夠完成一篇故事嗎……
苦惱於這個事實的人了

Happy new year to everyone who see ths journal!

Thx for all your support, although I didn't say, but everytime I see you guys' comment and fav, they all means a lot and encourage me, so that I can keep going on my drawing.

However, I think many of you also noticed that I don't submit as many pics as before, that's true, and I'm sorry about that. That's because I'm busy on my reality......I'm grade 4 university student now and will graduate this summer, I have spend time on my studying and try to get into the graduate school or I have to go into the army. It's hard to get into the graduate school, but I still have to try. And...I'm now both run DA ans FA, coz I'm now concentrate on FA works..so...well you know what I mean. orz

Still, this is the place I first submit my pic, and withought many people here, I can never improve my arts like this today, although some of them are not here or no connect with me anymore, I still have to thank for their help, they're my teacher and my friends, this is what I never have on my way of drawing in my real life.

I know I don't pay enough time here, sorry again for this, I'll try to draw more next year, before I go into the graduate school into the army.

Anyway, thx you all for your watching, and wish you all happy new year!